Sometimes I wonder if Im fated to be alone for the rest of my life. Im serious here.

Its like whenever I like a guy I wind up meeting or talking to them for a day or two, and then after that I never see or hear from them ever again. Its frustrating. I just dont understand it. Sometimes I think its me and how I communicate with these guys. I dont know. But if its one thing I hate and thats to be ignored or dumped off to the side for no reason. Ive done nothing wrong but yet Im being tossed aside like some ragdoll.

Id rather just be a hermit...or maybe just quit men altogether.

AWA was great this year. The last time I went was back in 2004 for one day. This year I went for 2 days.
Friday- I had gotten my Reno wig ready the night before.(Yeah, I cosplayed as Reno XD). When I put the wig on everyone started laughing at me lol(my mom and little brother mainly). While I was at the hotel bathroom, I put the wig on. Man did i feel weird at first.Cosplaying. But after a while I just gotten use to it. A few people took my picture and I even got a hug from this one girl LOL. Then later I was following some other FF cosplayers in order to be in the Final Fantasy Photoshoot at 5pm. It was funny, taking pictures. After that I left on my own and headed to the Dealer's Room.

Their shit was so exspensive in there. More exspensive than the stuff online. I woulda thought since this is a anime convention, things would be cheaper, but man was I wrong. I was trying to look for some Yuri doujinshi first, but no luck. All I saw was ''YAOI THIS'' or ''YAOI THAT'' in big freakin' letters.
>_> *sigh* There was basically Yaoi all over. They should realize that not everybody is into Yaoi. Im certainly not. Shounen-ai is ok though,its nothing intense. But seeing two anime guys having buttsex/rape/whatever sickens the hell outta me. I just dont see how thats hot.

But I managed to find Tsubasa: Resevoir Chronicles vol.6, the one Ive been looking for for the longest! And Gatekeepers vol.1 DVD. I really like this anime. Why didnt I notice it sooner...
Later on, I went to the Vic Concert(yes, Vic Mignoga, or however you spell his name). Im not really a big fan of him or FMA for that matter, but he does have a really nice voice. Its sweet. I especially liked the song ''Brothers''. But omg, the fangirls screamed every 5 seconds he said something. XD But he does look cute in person. I took a picture of the concert with my camera phone:

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There's Vic..too bad it isnt very clear...

After that,I showed this girl to an ATM machine and after that I went home. My feet were killing me from walking all day.(And yeah, I did go on the bus with the wig on XD)
I took a lot of pictures too, but most of them arent developed yet...I need to take them to a Walgreens or something. But here are some pics I took with my camera phone. Enjoy.

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This kicks ass.

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People were amazed at the guy at the end.

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The Cloud plushie I bought Saturday. I just had to have it,even if it costed me $20 bucks.

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Link is here to save the day lol

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lol narutards(I didnt take this picture)

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An angel person.

More con report to come...and more pics as well.